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Friday, July 10, 2015
Not enough drama
So maybe I've been bored, missing "A", just working and training and sleeping. Not enough drama right now i guess. My life is extremely drama free without HIM in it. Amazing. So, I had to stir things up a bit.
I know "A" has a facebook account because he asked me for pictures 2 yrs ago to start it. When i wanted to friend him of course the answer was "I never did it, Facebook is too personal and I don't want my stuff online" Which of course means - "of course not, then you would know my shit!!!!" I have searched him many times without success and stopped trying long ago because it really just doesn't matter.
Im not sure if i told you about his comments about the Vegas convention before i left. He has a friend in the dance world that he has mentioned many times in the past. Said they used to dance together and that they were good friends. Even showed me a couple dirty pictures that she had sent to him. (he was always looking for ways to make me jealous or to somehow hurt me emotionally). He knew i was going to Vegas for this convention and he asked me to take him with me. I said i would but he would have to pay for his own convention pass because i already had to pay for me and my daughter and it was too expensive. He gave me a bunch of flak and wasn't going to go. FINE RIGHT???
THEN he tells me this friend of his, we will call her Brenda, gave him full passes to the convention and that he was going to go. So don't get all mad if I see him there dancing and playing with other chicks. (this is what i mean by looking for ways to make me jealous). I was furious. I told him if he had passes he could go with US and that there was room for him. If he goes with another chick I was not only going to be pissed but it quite possibly would ruin my weekend.. WHATEVER!!! He doesn't care. So i went to Vegas and of course he wasn't there.
3 or 4 weeks ago i started commenting on this girls facebook pictures - same name as his friend but i wasn't positive it was her - and then eventually sent her a message asking if she knew "A". She answered back saying yes she knew him, confirmed identity by picture and told me she met him on a dating site a year ago and that they never physically have met. He texts her all the time but was kind of shady and wierd so she never agreed to meet him. She denied ever giving him passes and agreed with me that the man CAN'T DANCE!!!! I told her he was my bf up until recently. She then tells me that he is engaged to some girl. I told her i couldn't find his facebook page so she sent me the link. And viola!!! There he is - plain as fucking day. Announcing an engagement on June 12 th to the girl he was supposed to be broken up with. We broke up mid JULY. We were fucking right up until the beginning of July. Timelines really suck.
So now I'm completely devastated over this. My heart is hanging out and bleeding all over the sidewalk and I'm pouring my heart out to this chick i never met. She was very nice and sympathetic and apologized for being the bearer of bad news. We have kind of become friends since this happened. Ive talked to her on a few occasions when i was feeling down and sure enough, I get a call from "A".
He is yelling and cussing me for talking to this chick. I hang up on him and tell him not to call if all he is gonna do is yell. He calls me again later in the afternoon to apologize for yelling and wants to talk. I let him say his peace but he doens't say anything NOT COMPLETELY SELF ABSORBED!~!! What a peice of work this guy is. How did i ever fall for HIM!!!!
I know "A" has a facebook account because he asked me for pictures 2 yrs ago to start it. When i wanted to friend him of course the answer was "I never did it, Facebook is too personal and I don't want my stuff online" Which of course means - "of course not, then you would know my shit!!!!" I have searched him many times without success and stopped trying long ago because it really just doesn't matter.
Im not sure if i told you about his comments about the Vegas convention before i left. He has a friend in the dance world that he has mentioned many times in the past. Said they used to dance together and that they were good friends. Even showed me a couple dirty pictures that she had sent to him. (he was always looking for ways to make me jealous or to somehow hurt me emotionally). He knew i was going to Vegas for this convention and he asked me to take him with me. I said i would but he would have to pay for his own convention pass because i already had to pay for me and my daughter and it was too expensive. He gave me a bunch of flak and wasn't going to go. FINE RIGHT???
THEN he tells me this friend of his, we will call her Brenda, gave him full passes to the convention and that he was going to go. So don't get all mad if I see him there dancing and playing with other chicks. (this is what i mean by looking for ways to make me jealous). I was furious. I told him if he had passes he could go with US and that there was room for him. If he goes with another chick I was not only going to be pissed but it quite possibly would ruin my weekend.. WHATEVER!!! He doesn't care. So i went to Vegas and of course he wasn't there.
3 or 4 weeks ago i started commenting on this girls facebook pictures - same name as his friend but i wasn't positive it was her - and then eventually sent her a message asking if she knew "A". She answered back saying yes she knew him, confirmed identity by picture and told me she met him on a dating site a year ago and that they never physically have met. He texts her all the time but was kind of shady and wierd so she never agreed to meet him. She denied ever giving him passes and agreed with me that the man CAN'T DANCE!!!! I told her he was my bf up until recently. She then tells me that he is engaged to some girl. I told her i couldn't find his facebook page so she sent me the link. And viola!!! There he is - plain as fucking day. Announcing an engagement on June 12 th to the girl he was supposed to be broken up with. We broke up mid JULY. We were fucking right up until the beginning of July. Timelines really suck.
So now I'm completely devastated over this. My heart is hanging out and bleeding all over the sidewalk and I'm pouring my heart out to this chick i never met. She was very nice and sympathetic and apologized for being the bearer of bad news. We have kind of become friends since this happened. Ive talked to her on a few occasions when i was feeling down and sure enough, I get a call from "A".
He is yelling and cussing me for talking to this chick. I hang up on him and tell him not to call if all he is gonna do is yell. He calls me again later in the afternoon to apologize for yelling and wants to talk. I let him say his peace but he doens't say anything NOT COMPLETELY SELF ABSORBED!~!! What a peice of work this guy is. How did i ever fall for HIM!!!!
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